Yesterday afternoon, waiting in the circular waiting room at the Health District office, my eyes took note of an interestingly placed fish tank at the center of the room. I watched as assorted fish drifted slowly between the artificial seaweed and plastic rocks. The creatures were beautiful for what they were, but looked so sad…if…… Continue reading Fish in a Tank
I take a deep breath in, Slowly exhale. Trying to maintain my gaze upon the dimming, distant light Because all sense fails me I stand…with the world on shoulders too weak to bear it Inhale. Exhale. My breath continues as I fight for one ounce of understanding to ease my troubled mind I fall I…… Continue reading Fading
I’m going to be honest today and say that I haven’t spent a great deal of time with God over the last couple of weeks. I’ve been mad at Him for various reasons…only because I think I feel like He’s trying to make a fool out of me. And that’s so not true. My heart…… Continue reading You Really Care?
Being very late, I’ve debated whether or not to write. However, I cannot shake this thing plaguing my mind and figured the best way to process it all is in this form. Today I was again asked by a customer of mine what the red band around my wrist stood for. I hesitated, always unsure…… Continue reading Life or Death
I’m really quite pissed…at myself. You know, I thought I was a very mature person…I thought I had my head on straight and understood reality. It turns out that I’m no where near it. In fact, I live in my head too much of the time. Like a slap in the face, I came to…… Continue reading Reality
I am always amazed at how God works. Just yesterday, I started asking the Lord to revive my spirit. It began when I read a very brief comment from my friend about this nation: how he had, what he called a “romanticized” love for what America once stood for. Something rose up inside of me,…… Continue reading Where’s the Passion?
I’m still stuck on the love of the Lord…and more so what it is just to be loved by Him with no strings attached. I was able to worship in church for the first time in a very long time today and I finally felt it. Often, I warn myself that it’s not about feeling,…… Continue reading Bigger the Better