Alone I sit The sun upon my face A world that sings in pieces of color Which rhymes in sound fragments of reality The breeze Scented with notes of serenity of what I want to be and see and do and discover A loner Embraced by all of creation All of grace A melding of…… Continue reading Sun Kiss
Double sevens Perfection I await For certainty I must wait Patiently. I know not why I must wring my hands Of anticipation Feeling that I only live…to die. My heart longs for What I’ve missed What I’ve taken for granted The time The space Your face But I must wait…again Patiently For there may never…… Continue reading Patiently
Yesterday afternoon, waiting in the circular waiting room at the Health District office, my eyes took note of an interestingly placed fish tank at the center of the room. I watched as assorted fish drifted slowly between the artificial seaweed and plastic rocks. The creatures were beautiful for what they were, but looked so sad…if…… Continue reading Fish in a Tank
I take a deep breath in, Slowly exhale. Trying to maintain my gaze upon the dimming, distant light Because all sense fails me I stand…with the world on shoulders too weak to bear it Inhale. Exhale. My breath continues as I fight for one ounce of understanding to ease my troubled mind I fall I…… Continue reading Fading
I’m going to be honest today and say that I haven’t spent a great deal of time with God over the last couple of weeks. I’ve been mad at Him for various reasons…only because I think I feel like He’s trying to make a fool out of me. And that’s so not true. My heart…… Continue reading You Really Care?
Being very late, I’ve debated whether or not to write. However, I cannot shake this thing plaguing my mind and figured the best way to process it all is in this form. Today I was again asked by a customer of mine what the red band around my wrist stood for. I hesitated, always unsure…… Continue reading Life or Death
I’m really quite pissed…at myself. You know, I thought I was a very mature person…I thought I had my head on straight and understood reality. It turns out that I’m no where near it. In fact, I live in my head too much of the time. Like a slap in the face, I came to…… Continue reading Reality